I am so depressed and not happy at where I am
Since graduation, i've been mostly worked as a project administration for various construction project and recently got a engineering role at contractor company. I struggled hard to get into engineering position because I had no engineering experience. I believed the engineering jobs were the best considering the job security for long term career.
However, the engineering job in contractor environment was not what i expected.
My job scope was very limited and I wasn't learning much and felt I was being stuck in the stagnant environment. I was very depressed and not happy about my career , so I applied for the master of civil engineering degree to upgrade my resume to get into well recognized consulting company.
HOWEVER, my application to all graduate school was rejected due to my low GPA. Moreover, McMaster university, where i graduated from, doesn't allow to upgrade the GPA once graduated from school.
I'm so lost and don't know what next steps to take. I'm in late 30s and don't think its good idea to start all over from undergraduate school with different program. I don't understand why there is no chance to upgrade GPA to pursue my dream. I feel like there is nothing i can do at the moment and I'm stuck with this low GPA for the rest of my life. Is there any advice?